The weekend

The longing for days increased as the week passed by.I wanted these days to come quickly.I was waiting for the weekend "The Saturday & The Sunday".The importance of these days in our lives is certainly indispensible.These are the holidays or the rest days we need to rejuvinate ourselves ,to get away from the daily chores and set routines ,to give our biological engines a much needed rest & to work to achieve some goals.
Some may spend time with their families & friends,some may persue their hobbies, but for many people this is the time to relax and waste just like me.I have no family & friends here so the 1st option is out of the question and i didnt persue my hobbies which cuts out the 2nd option too...so i waste this time lying on my bed with my laptop.Watching ,browsing,wasting.I know i should utilize this time...but Alas! a lazy fellow i am.This just isnt the story about me...I presume most of the people do this...and keep on wasting time doing nothing............At the end of the weekend I really feel guilty to have wasted so much of precious time but then as soon as the week progresses the longing comes in again.Day after day,week after week,month after month the time passes by.One more birthday celebrated one more year wasted.............Will I be able to break this lethargy and make my life more meaningful

The trip.......

Out of the small round window i could see the clouds ,the clouds once I thought to be window to my imagination.It had been anounced that the weather gods are not in a good mood and turbulance would be giving us company the whole way....Was that a tiger eating a tree ,or an eye staring at me ,such pictures and a lot more were always running through an innocent creative mind.Where have those thoughts gone ?where is that creativity now ?... why cant I just create a picture of whatever I wished ,anymore.....I wish I knew an answer but I can always contemplate............
In this process of growing up generally many a people tend to give more importance to what is materialistic ignoring the call from somewhere deep inside to think , to dream, to create.....and now its inaudible ,the call .... sensitivity lost ... slowly the time tics away and leaves nothing much to say... Like the life is mocking "hey this is what u always wanted isn't it ?" Where do I go from here ?

Desires Vs Needs

What differentiates animals from human beings.Is it the better evolved cognitive intelligence.Yes of course but what has been the effect of this cognizaince...Desires and efforts to attain those.But these exceed what is necessary for a basic living.Comparing men Vs animals,animals hunt just to feed their hungry stomach but humans may kill just as an entertainment.So where does one draw on the line.......thats a point to ponder.....