THE Search TOWARDS the UNKNOWN
It has a long time ………..a long ling since I stopped dreaming stopped thinking, stopped fighting. I am so hollow…I am so subdued….Low in confidence, in self-esteem. Any step further is just a large wall which I fear to cross, a line inhibiting me to pass ….. So much at stake, I gambled and just waiting for the right time. But this wait, this delay is causing much pain frustration and agony in me.
I am incomplete…I have friends, a loving family, no problems as such but I am incomplete…I don’t know what I need to fill that up…..May be success is all that I need.
Yes that’s what I need but I haven’t tasted success in a long time ….a very long time….
Not that I am unsuccessful…I have been lucky but whatever I have aimed I have failed in that…..
At the end everything is good …if everything is not good it’s not the end ….I hope this is right……But much is at stake…My life, my future……….and time is against me. May be against all of us
I can see it coming ….something is coming towards me…..But I don’t know what. Hope and dreams are far away still……….Empty spaces fill me up with hope Voices inside tell me to keep it up…I hope I haven’t made a mistake………and ill happily dream once more……………………ill succeed someday……………Will someone please define success…………………………………………….
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